Tag: #broken

The truth..

It has been 5 years, and I couldn’t be more disappointed. I am tired of this spot that I am in. We should be further in life, we really should be.
Everyone keeps asking when we are going to get married. I wish I could answer them. I dont want this anymore. I want to take time to myself, and be able to make decisions without you. I want to be alone. Not sad alone, but I want to be by myself. I don’t want to rely on you for everything. I don’t want to wait another 2 years for you to get your shit together. I can’t do what we have been doing any longer. I think I could of had so much of a different life if I didn’t have you labled as my partner for the last 5 years. I am tired of feeling like I have to apologize for my feelings. I hate that I have to be careful about what I say, or be careful of who I want to be/become. I am not the same 16 year old girl you met years ago. You make me feel small. You make me feel like whatever I am doing in life is wrong. You make me feel trapped. This isn’t love to me anymore. I feel like your prisoner. I am your prisoner. Set me free. Please just set me free.
N.m.Resch

Change

Don’t be scared kid. It is normal to want to change your mind. You are allowed to grow from your mistakes. You are capable of walking away. You have the choice to put your self first. Maybe you didn’t want things to go this way.
What are you waiting for?
Your love has took a turn for the worse. Maybe you will both agree to let each other go. Let one another grow. Be on good terms, finally be happy. Sometimes it doesn’t matter how much history there is..
Some people are just never meant to be yours.
~NMR~