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The truth..

It has been 5 years, and I couldn’t be more disappointed. I am tired of this spot that I am in. We should be further in life, we really should be.
Everyone keeps asking when we are going to get married. I wish I could answer them. I dont want this anymore. I want to take time to myself, and be able to make decisions without you. I want to be alone. Not sad alone, but I want to be by myself. I don’t want to rely on you for everything. I don’t want to wait another 2 years for you to get your shit together. I can’t do what we have been doing any longer. I think I could of had so much of a different life if I didn’t have you labled as my partner for the last 5 years. I am tired of feeling like I have to apologize for my feelings. I hate that I have to be careful about what I say, or be careful of who I want to be/become. I am not the same 16 year old girl you met years ago. You make me feel small. You make me feel like whatever I am doing in life is wrong. You make me feel trapped. This isn’t love to me anymore. I feel like your prisoner. I am your prisoner. Set me free. Please just set me free.
N.m.Resch